A Difficult Day

The morning starts with a bang.

Doctor’s gather in the hallway, rainbow lorikeets coming to roost.

Bedside, the red button is pushed, “don’t worry M…, lots of people will arrive soon, you need some extra help.”

Blue curtains whooshed back,

“Need me to call?” “Yep”

A seamless dance begins, crash-trolley in, furniture back, medics swoop, a nurse tells the story “this is M… 70-year old lady with ……”

A junior doc kneels, tap tap taping, looking for a vein, another, stethoscope in ears listens to M’s lungs, two others confer, “we need to, I think, lets ….”

M shaking, her face sheet-white, the nurse soothes, another preps an IV, checks the existing spaghetti (where will it fit?) another documents events.

Diagnosis ✔️treatment ✔️plan ✔️, then, quick as they arrived, the docs are gone, M’s crisis under control (for now.)

She’s exhausted, eyes shut.

Button-pushing nurse clears up the mini-medical hurricane, face frowny, day just starting, thinking of her other patients, two of immediate concern, ‘dropped down’ from ICU lady, a crumpled tiny heap in the bed, numerous lines, pumps, drains, catheter too, massive wound, not out of the woods yet, needing skilled nursing care and TLC.

And the other, a far-too-young-to-be-dying woman, her carefully prescribed painkiller regime, NEEDING it when she buzzes (wouldn’t you?) rages, shouts at a minutes delay. Hope she’s ok?

The nurse wonders how her holding-down-the-fort buddy is going? Teamwork really is the dream work here.

In the background a sweet elderly lady, buzz, buzz, buzzes, shouts “my drugs, where are my drugs? I WANT them” upset, out of her normal routine, “I know, i’m very sorry, bringing them now” placates.

Rest of the day is difficult, a chasing tails day, every small thing that could go wrong, does.

With a push the nurses finish, satisfied, spent, needing a bit of TLC themselves.

Chatting on the way out, slowly leaving hospital world behind, enjoying the sight of the blue sky, warm sun on skin.

Arriving home, “how was work?”

“Fine.” How to explain?

The nurse eats, sleeps, rests body and brain, preparing to do it all over again. Tomorrow will be better.

Another Day At The Office

Recently had the delightful task in the postnatal ward of weighing the newborn babies going home

Wheeling them to the scales one at a time in fish bowl hospital cots

Quickly, gently, wrangling them out of clothes and nappy

Talking to them , shushing them, apologising for ma cold hands

Placing them atop the scales on the blanket nest, tiny bums in the air, so cute!

Just as quick, dress em up again, straight back to mum’s arms

Next day a shift in emergency, seeing the polar opposite example of human

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Chapter 18. An Accident

The day I had the accident it was heaving down with rain. I was heading to the GP with my youngest lad to see if he needed antibiotics for a painful ear.

Driving uphill on a familiar straight stretch of road, down through winding rainforest, a route i’d taken hundreds of times before, was very comfortable with.

That complacency was my downfall

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A Shift In The ED

Nurses learn to navigate the back and forth between the world of hospital and the world of everyday norms, one minute dealing with intense human vulnerability the next heading home to family, to the normal domestic routine. We learn to make the switch (hopefully), not bring work home, out of head onto paper helps me

I mention suicide here, read on with care or maybe not at all?

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Chapter 8. My Birth Stories

Maternal red thread, me, mum, granny, great granny and great great granny below
Great, great granny

Both my births were rare in today’s world. Spontaneous labours, no vaginal examinations, no drugs, no one touching me, nothing DONE to me.

Afterwards (both times,) I felt like superwoman, “if I can do THAT, I can do anything.”

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Floods, Mudslides and Roadblocks Feb 2022

I live in a gorgeous semi rural village north of the city, a 30-50 minute commute to work depending on time of day. It’s been raining here for days and days culminating this past weekend in the worst flooding event for years , records smashed in my state of QLD, there’s been half a years rainfall in this one weekend.

I was booked to work early shifts Saturday and Sunday. The drive in 6.30am Saturday straightforward first flood I came across was five minutes from the hospital so spun around found an alternate route heading back towards the city which led me eventually to my destination , entered the carpark via the usual way shooshing through a big puddle (which was later to turn into a big flood) traffic lights out but everyone inching forward slowly navigating them politely and safely

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